“I listen to the wind, to the wind of my soul.
Where I’ll end up, well I think only God really knows – Cat Stevens”
I have never known where I’m heading,
For all the steps and decisions made in the past,
Left turns or rights, silence or a voice
Don’t allow me to see a finish line,
But I like to think we all get one eventually,
Be it sad or beautiful or both,
I want one.
A final end to a final beginning.
I want one so bad I am willing to wait,
wonder and wish for the moment
as long as I have to.
And when it comes,
I want it overwhelm me,
So that my heart feels heavy
and my chest collapses.
I want an ending that defines everything,
that has ever passed through me
in this life, asleep and awake.
A stream of eyes, smiles and conversations
that somehow add up.
I want the dreams and stories to blend
and give me what I will always cherish,
An ending to this story.
I want one,
Dear God, I want one.